Stop the World

moving on

heyhey,
i'm sorry to say.
i'm abandoning here.
haha
relink at http://world-of-chance.com
yup.
but the first posts will be transfering the meaningful ones from here.
i'm sorry for being sentimental.
xd

-runaway

"life on fire"

12:48 AM

let go

wrapped up tight in thick ropes
suffocating, but no one knows

thought as an angel
yet slipping away
fading into nothingness
slowly; every day

choked up in that tight blanket
you're not letting go
sealed in a tight satchet
why're you taking control?

is this the only way you'll feel secure?
tightening your grip
you're hurting me even more
and soon you're gonna slip

-gloria

"life on fire"

8:13 AM

Why is it i'm always stuck in this position
left to fill in the gaps of other's books unwritten.
Why is it that each time i think i get a chance
I end up sitting at the losing end.

Their stories began and ended
yet mine is left unattended
Have i run out of ink
Or do i just need more time to think
of ways to continue
this dreary tale meant for two
-gloria

"life on fire"

7:59 AM

thanks dude.

there are times when i feel
like i've been stuck yet again
it's like i'm in a nightmare
that will never end.

sure i felt bummed
i felt like i was playing a game alone
when it was actually meant for four
i felt like no one was coming in
though i was holding the door.

and then you came around
promised me a friend in you
you broke that ringing sound
i've been trying to pierce through

thanks for being there
just to listen to what i had to say
thanks for telling me
tomorrow's a brand new day.

there's nothing like knowing
that i've a friend in whom i can trust
to turn my frown around
to wipe off all the dust

you've been so brilliant
making me laugh at all your jokes
yea, i've gotta say.
you're one hilarious bloke

i've known you for so many years
but one thing i've yet to see
is you leaving a friend behind
when they are in need

thanks again for helping me up
thanks for those great laughs
okay i shall go now
this poem's long enough.
-gloria

"life on fire"

6:40 AM

why is it
that when i feel like i've moved on
I've learned to breathe again
i've learned to be strong

my past comes back
and brings me down
making me hopelessly fall
to the ground

i promised myself that i'd forget
everything they've ever said
but looking through the other sets
it's like my past is slowly being re-read

it's like a candy grown sour in my mouth
its like i started north, and ended up south
It's like everything i touch turns to poison
Its like all i ever wrote has become unwritten

what must i do to face ahead
and not go back to the times i've bled.
-gloria

"life on fire"

6:32 AM

please turn on the light

hey friend
I know what you're going through is tough
I might even be one of the reasons why
I might not understand your thoughts exactly
But i promise that i'll try

It's not your fault that you feel the need
to work hard everyday
You're just diligent remember that
don't let other people's behaviour get into your way

I may not understand the pain you're going through
I may be too caught up with the fact i'm stuck with a fever and flu
But when you're feeling down
When you need a someone around
i'll be there
to bring a smile to a frown

Cheer up, do know
that you've tried your best
In fact just focus on what comes next
Let Him do the rest.

I'm not perfect that you surely know
But i'll try my best to be
That friend you'll need through the storms
You'll know you can rely on me.

"life on fire"

11:11 PM

charge

Papers rustling
Mind whirling
Lips cursing
Hair twirling
Questions racing through your mind
Hoping the answers to the questions you'll find
Clock ticking
Heart beating.
Pens inking
Shoes clicking
Fingers tapping
Nervousness undisguised
Much rejoicing
When the invigilator says 'time'

Furious scribbles decoding riddles
Who's the who the what of thane?
Searching in your memory
Oh God please help me
You feel like you're going insane
-gloria

"life on fire"

3:55 AM

behind

disguised symphonies
holding back tears
unwritten lyrics
holding back fears

friendly smiles
hiding knives
all the ones you least suspect
actually in disguise

gentle voice fills the room
the melodies, they're ending way too soon.
the spring has come and gone
i'm only left with this song
leaving you to find
the hurt which i carry
beneath this little rhyme

the warm fire glow
the still peaceful air
turns into a tormenting silence
becomes your worst nightmare

the riddle behind my lines
the questions behind my dancing eyes
look deeper and you might find
the truth about the lies

her plastered face has long ago cracked
where i once saw beauty
now what i saw has lacked
no matter how hard i try to see
those fairytales seem to be all a dream
now that i've learned
the truth about forever.
the truth about me.
-gloria

"life on fire"

2:45 AM

you're walking in circles
you're pacing up and down
you're wondering how you're gonna tell her
what if her heart will never be found

there's nothing that feels more like forever
than counting the seconds till you know
whether your feelings she follows
whether with your heart she'll go

to you she seems like a fairytale
so real yet so far
what if her heart's not for sale
what if it leaves a big scar

nothing's for certain
answers seem so far
will she draw back the curtain
to be where you are

you can't know for sure
whether she'll accept your feelings
will your determination be a lure
or will it send her reeling

one thing's for sure
you'll try your hardest
to know you've done what you could
you'll pull her in your life's picture
you'll even go the furthest
at the end of the day, you'll know you should
-gloria

"life on fire"

9:15 AM

wedding bells

"life on fire"

5:46 AM

unsure