The Best Day by taylor swift.
for my momxd!

I'm five years old It's getting cold out
Got my big coat on I hear your laugh
And look up at smilin at you I run and run
Past the pumpkin patch And the tractor rides
Look now, the sky is gold
I hug your legs
And fall asleep on the way home
I don't know why all the trees change in the fall
But I know you're not scared of anything at all
Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away
But I know I had the best day with you today
I'm 13 now
And don't know how
My friends could be so mean
I come home crying And you hold me tight And grab the keys
And we drive and drive Unil we found a town far enough away
And we talk and window shop Til i forgotten all their names
I don't know who I'm gonna talk to now at school
But I know I'm laughin On the car ride home with you
Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay
But I know I had the best day with you today

I have an excellent father His strengh is making me stronger
God smiles on my older brother
Inside and out He's better than I am
I grew up in a pretty house
And I had space to run
And I had the best days with you

There is a video I found From back when I was three
You set up a paint set in the kitchen
And you're talkin to me
It's the edge of princesses and priate ships
And the seven dwarves
My Daddy's smart
And you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world
Now I know why the all the trees change in the fall
I know you were on my side
Even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
Staying back and watching me shine
And I didn't know if you knew
So I'm takin this chance to say
I had the best day with you
today

-taylor swift

i'd curse the lscep project.
but then if i did,
it'll be more screwed then it already is..
have you seen our lscep project?
HAVE YOU SEEN IT?
or rather
HAVE YOU SEEN MY ADOBE FIREWORKS SKILLS?
they are like
i dunno
FAIL?!
my giddy aunt.
and finally,
after killing myself, i kinda finished one page,
and then
the whole thing got flunked.
i'm not saying those tiny stuff that are fixable
i'm talking about the whole page.
which made me swear
i'll never ever ever
be some weird computer adobe fireworks expert
who helps students do their projects if you pain them
i told my mom
she asked me how i could be so sure
and i told her cos there was no such thing
so she just gave me the weird look and left the room.
i hate fireworks.
actually not just fireworks,
i hate dreamweaver, flash and whatever my dad paid close to a hundred for.
stupid programs are so hard to use,
but not photoshop.
its the only thing i can use without jamming the computer.
i have absolutely
zero skill.
nil. none. nada.
and our project is due tmr.
lucky us.
i'm dead
poor jest.
where is lim huan?
ranice! i'm gonna strangle you.
you know what group work is?
you're suppose to do it in a group.
not by yourself.
which is what jest os doing cos i'm 90%useless.
the thrid subj which i get A1 in.
history, retardedness and uselessness.
what has the world come to?

today is sunday.
today is the day i'm suppose to study home econs
(studying home econs makes me feel like crap when i've got friends studying econs)
today is the day i'm suppose to do my newspaper article
today is the day i'm suppose to mop the floor
today is the day that i've been sleeping for i dunno?
since we came back?
i think my brother doesn have to go to the army!
he's sick!
lucky me
poor him...

i think i'm gonna faint soon.
i've got netball tmr.
which is getting traumatising.
have you ever played in a netball game?
each time i catch the ball
i feel adrenaline rush
cos i'm real relieved each time i manage to catch the ball.
but i can't pass properly.
i think i'm gonna die.
netball is a sport that i'd love even more if i could actually play it.

so now i'm posting cos i've nothing else to do.
don't worry, i have a life.
which is not to be mistaken with the life everybody has.
my life is like
weird?
i dunno.


okay here's the thing
i think
okay i dunno what i'm doing now.
i seriously don't
i don't wanna post
and i gon't feel like guitaring
cos now i'm feeling bummed
and realizing that my guitar skills are real close to nil
is gonna make me feel like i dunno?
an idiot?

so i'm gonna go now.
i'm probably gonna go sleep.
there's school tmr.
and i'm dreading in.
i'm dreading my alarm clock.
and thats bad
i don't think we're suppose to live our lives
dreading something every week.
well i am.
and i'm dreading home ecs tmr
and i'm dreading the lscep dateline tmr
and i'm dreading all those test this coming week
and oh my frangioskins.
i have a chinese test somehere this week?
and oh!
my favourite subject too!
MATH!
i'll tell you why i love math
because i know my results before i get my paper back.
that big ugly red f9.
why must school be a dread?

-cabbagehead

Whoa!
sorry i haven't posted in ages...
haha!
oops.
I changed my blogskin! haha! i know how i don't like it when singers are on blogskins
but the one jest created was freaking cool.
so i decided to use it.
but can't decide where to put the music. haha
anyway,
my brother has gone to this weird camp that isn't in tekong or whatever you call it now.
i miss him after seeing him for two consec weeks.
am i the only person who misses my brother that badly?
cos i feel extremely abnormal!
haha!
anyway,
school's been a drag!
the march holidays were too short if you asked me
which you didn do...
but i'm telling you anyway.
but youth camp was awesome!
THANK YOU YOUTH LEADERS AND EMME!!!
it must have been real stressful.
but it was WICKED AWESOME!
haha.
anyway,
I'm glad my brother went.

School has been crazy.
its really stressful tryina study for streamin.
and its worse when you have older people around
telling you how insignificant your test is
cos theirs is more important.
do you mind?
i'm trying to study at MY LEVEL.
i'm sorry if it's not good enough.
but thats not for you to decide.
i've decided that since psle.
but oh wells.
thats how it is.
once you've moved on you forget how hard it was.

Jest is getting more hilarious every day.
for some reason, she's got strange stuff in her head.
so maybe she caught it from me...
but then again.
but have you seen her funny faces?
if you don't laugh at them,
i'd say you just had a botox jab or smth!

my parents are getting grumpier by the day.
so other than my bed and free periods and home work
i love school.
i hate getting up so early in the morning.

i've recently picked up guitar!!
of course i get depressed everytime i hear the ppl in my church play
but
oh well...
ohpes///
haha.
i love that word...
haha.
and i love the work penelope...
its fun to say.
penelope felamony castrophony
haha!
i'm listening to change...
HAHA.
HAHAHAHA
i'm going high...
oops.
haha.
anyways,
before i finish
i'll just like to say.
all those other girls, well they're beautiful, but would they write a song for you?
haha jest gets this dont you jest?
haha.

-i'd lie