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Saturday, November 22, 2008
CAMP!!!XD

okay if i'm not wrong this is gonna be an extremely long post.
extremely long...anyway, i'm gonna talk about CAMP!
talk about funlicious.
it was real groovy
anyway, so i went for netball monday morning.
i was kinda late, screw the timin...
anyway, it started pouring in the middle of training
after training, i was suppose to go all the way to sembawang from redhill
let me tell you now if you haven't already heard,
carrying camp lugguage and juggling and umbrella and your lunch and shoe bag
in a storm.
is a nightmare.
i was close to tears walking from here to there.
it was an extremely long journey.
thankfully it was cut short because mel's dad fetched me from the mrt
to the campsite.otherwise, by the time i actually reached the camp site.
i would have been dead.
chopped.a goner.
anway, i arrived there and immediately felt like going home.
little kids ran around everywhere screaming bumping into me
adults and youth screaming their lungs out.
anyway, thanks to yining, i reached the room safely.
only our room was on the top floor.
actually i died.
but because i'm as curious as a cat,i have nine lives
sadly, only five of them are left.
anyway, i sneaked my cold lunch in the room
and suddenly i thought i heard an adults voice.
immediately, we went into packing my lunch and shoving the door open.
cursed.it was jonathan(dunno if i spelled that right)
anyway, i went downstairs to continue eating anyway.
meanwhile, rongi was acting strange, being so nice to yining.
okay no, not just him, but almost all the guys.
hello yining, where have you been?
it got better though.
after that we went up to prepare some games.
real awesome, i must say,compliments to yining.
we poured the sugar icing out.
the kids were suppose to shove their mouths into the plate of icin
and find the mentos hidden.someone puked in one though.
poor kids, though i must say
i was more sorry for the kids that went after him.
ouch.
anywaywe all poured them out.
with the exception of tyn,he poured out the icing AND ate as well.
oh well.anyway, the kids came up,screaming like a bunch of who knows what.
anyway, it was quite hard getting them organized but in the end,
it went pretty well i guess.i mean they all had fun,they might have been cheeky
but hey, aren we all?
but anyway, we were done with the games long before the time was up.
but thanks to our dear eunice,
who entertained the kids beautifully i must say,
the time passed.slowly though.with em wild things
them kids seem to have a limitless amount of energy.
it was fun though,
and i was amazed at how eunice always had something funny to say.
all them creative juices seemed never ending.
besides they were so adorable,
its so hard to scold them without laughin.
anyway, poor bryan though.
he gotta bee sting.
but everytime we camp there, someone's sure to get bitten.
thank God it wasn serious though.
i forgot what happened after that...
but yining rachel and i snagged the bathrooms early so we wouldn hafta wait later on.
man the water was cold!!!
oh after that was worship.
justin did a good job.i had fun just jumping around, praising God.
i wished they had two mikes though.
bryan had a cool voice too.
anyway,worship was fun,
and then it was if i'm not wrong story telling and a skit.
and after that was dinner.
it was great, with my stomach feeling like an empty bottomless pit.
after everything,and them little things gone to bed,
we played cards.i didn play that much though.
i was dead beat.
but while i was still conscious
emerson was owned by everybody
playing twenty one.sad.
we couldn find a suitable punishment,
and kept changing the punishment in the middle of his execution
that we were called sadists.
yea right.
if we could confirm that the dude would still be alive after a little physical,
we wouldn be changing the punishment.
he ended up proposing to jo,
funny sight i must say,though we might have ended up disturbing jo's peaceful reading. right.anyway,
we couldn play long,another day was yet to be lived.
another tiring day.
anyway,after falling asleep i realized somehow in my dreams
that i forgot to set my alarm.
thanks to rachel though,who woke up real early,
i got up earlier.preparing breakfast was fun.
then it was worship practice.
worship was awesome.and then...it was deck games.
good job to..sorry i'm so sorry i forgot who did that.b
ut good job anyway.was it christabelle?
no wait games wasn first..hmm..
it was okay nevermind i got the schedule mixed.
all i know was that in the later part,the little crew pirates
( the theme of the camp was pirates. i was cabin girl!cool eh?ok nvm)
had to think of a skit and cheer.
ouch man, my group consisted of mostly little guys,
screaming,but they are the most amusing things i must say.
two keep going after the sandwhiches,one was real obedient and cute,
and little daniel was real cute, acting drunk...
okay anw, thanks to samantha,the group had a great cheer!
(great job sam!)
they did great presenting it too.
and the two dudes who kept going for the food,
i had a hard time coaxing them to take bites of their lunch.
i wanted to scold them, but ended up laughnig.
anyway, an adult took over.
after that, was the treasure hunt.
it was wacked out funny.
after the race,we had a very very fun water fight.
compliments to bryan.
sadly, my white shirt made me back out earlier.
some young uns ended up gettin wet too.
a result of our fun.poor things. sorry!!
anyway, after changing, we got ready for barbecue and campfire.
actually i didn barbecue anything.haha!
the adults and eunice did a great job though.
after that we all talked and laughed over
embarrassing things( i'm sorry i'm so muddle headed!!!)
and weird things and oh well,we had fun.
then was campfire,which didn last long.
but just nice if you asked me,i was dead beat.
but we didn go to sleep.
after showering,we played cards.
it was thrilling.although i didn understand some of the games
even after eunice's numerous explainings
so in the end, she ever so nicely lended me her phone
its the coolest phone i tell you.
i played taptap revenge with belle.
but after a while she pulled out her psp.and made me feel dumb.
the game she played needed an amount of coordination that greatly exceeded my capability
or whatever skill needed for that game.
then we went to the canteen for a midnight snack
thnks belle!!
yea...and then we went for a midnight drive!
yea! at twelve twenty eight
thanks eunice!i had fun!and a big thank you to aunty pui yee and aunty poh kiang.
and then it was bed time.
next and final day,
i woke up at seven
but rachel beat me, waking up earlier for a morning walk.
anyway,helped with breakfast
its really fun!and then it was worship practice.
and guess what, half my energy had been swiped.
along with my voice.after the endless screaming...ouch.
thankfully, mel helped
so i wasn so dead.but i think it didn go too well.
oh well, it was for God
so i'm sure he's pleased...we were all half dead after that.
thanks to the jumping.
then it was the skits from the various groups that hadn performed the previous day.
it was both amusing and wicked awesome!
GREAT JOB STEPH!
go act in pirates of the carribean yea,
despite her size and her age,she was the best actress i'd ever seen.
okay so maybe she was really fighting the poor dude
but it added to the humour anyway.
great job guys!
then it was crafting i think.my fingers hurt after that,
stringing pots together to form oh so cute humans.
corliss did a great great lovely job!!
her pot was way fantastic,and little daniel was so adorable,
making a cow.anyway, every art work was so pretty!!
they would have made loads of cash if they were to sell them.
but no way, its more precious than money.
after that was lunch, then worship practice.
and then deck games.it was real funny!
okay no it was freaking hilarious.
thanks to coliss, who did a great job of leading the game.
and then it was craft again.
it was great fun and we were so engrossed and were late for snack.
pizza and chips.
the best.
and of course lotsa biscuits snagged from the container.
okay i think i got the order of eventsmixed but i know sometime,
eunice belle and aunty poh kiang went to buy drinks for us.
THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH!!!IT WAS GREAT.
and i was so greatful for the refreshing break.
poor aaron though, eunice and belle's sense of humour
bought him peppermint green tea.
believe me, it tasted like toothpaste.urghh.
anyway,i had gotten back my voice...yea..okay my order is screwed but bear with me okay?anyway,after that was a few other things then a short worship.
it was fantastic with pretty streamers.
and prize giving and all.
and aaron and jo showed the kids real swords.
them amusing things told them to burst a balloon with it.
i just about laughed my head off.
the swords were awesome though.
i want one so bad.
okay anyway,and then it was break camp.
happy hugging.
it was sad seeing them go.
but oh well i had an enourmous amount of great fun.
there is no way to describe it.
i think its contentment...okay anw,uncle dennis and aunty victoria sent me home.
thank you.yea a big thank you to them.
or i would have died trying to go home with my tired feet
and heavy lugguage.
i had fun.
the best.
and its about the best it goes.
contentment.
God bless them little souls.

and did i mention the food wasn half bad?

"life on fire"

4:25 AM


Friday, November 14, 2008
right today is gonna be havoctic
and i can just smell it.
right.
firstly, our dear pianist had something on.
but then oh well thnks to emme, we're saved!
not hallelujah saved.
but saved saved.
okay nevermind.
anyway,
then comes lunch
i'm gona have to gobble down hot soup in lke twenty minutes
if i wanna make it on time.
oh well.
happy birthday people
stuff happen.

i think i just screwed my computer.
don't ask me how, i don't know how i did it either
gosh it'd take a computer wimp to screw the com so bad.
and so i guess that's me.
i'm posting at the start of the day because
i have nothing to do.
sounds pathetic i know
but i really dont'

yesterday was quite cool.
my friend was teaching us all these weird stunts.
and i was screamnig my head off.
i'm so super sorry for causing so much trouble
but that's my line so oh well.
anyway,
i felt like i had defiled a shrine the whole time during dinner though.
and at the end of the day,
i sat on my bed wishin i hadn't seen anything.
i wished i was blind.
i wished i was deaf.
i wished i was clueless bout everything.
glares killed me.
and i'd rather not have to see it all happenin.


so here i am listening to mcfly's and taylor swift's songs all over again.
they cover just about everything.
but i can't be bothered to change the playlist.

righto
i'll check in at the end of the day again.
i think.
anyway,


sorry

"life on fire"

7:18 PM


Id Lie - Taylor Swift


i wish i'd never known you.
that way, it wouldn be this hard.

"life on fire"

8:09 AM


Thursday, November 13, 2008
i'd lie
I don’t think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes
He’ll never fall in love he swears
As he runs his fingers through his hair
I’m laughing cause I hope he's wrong
I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke I fake a smile
That I know all his favorite songs
And
I could tell you his favorite color's green
He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful,
he has his father’s eyes
And if you asked me if I love him,
I’d lie
He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn’t a light go on?
Doesn’t he know that I’ve had him memorized for so long?
He sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don’t let nobody see me wishing he was mine
He stands there then walks away
My god if I could only say
I’m holding every breath for you...
He’d never tell you but he can play guitar
I think he can see through everything
But my heart
First thought when I wake up is my god he’s beautiful
So I put on my make upAnd pray for a miracle
Yes I could tell you his favorite color's green
He loves to argue oh and it kills me
His sisters beautiful he has his father’s eyes
And if you asked me if I love him
If you asked me if I love him
I’d lie

"life on fire"

11:17 PM


i just finished a book.
impulse.
sucks the blood right off me.
what a book.and yet i was pulled to read on
right till the end.
a friend recommended it.
the first time i read it i fell asleep.
thought i was through with it
but no, i just had to pick it up again
friend's advice, it was good.
who am i kidding, the book was awesome
but now, i just wish i'd never gone to the library.
i can't figure out why though. it's so weird.
because i know i wanna read it again.
i wouldn stop for nothing
and yet, stopping where i first left it
might've saved me the trouble from all this.
only goes to show, gut instinct
an unreliable thing.
i don't even know if such a thing really exists anyway.



i'm sick today.
barely being able to feel my legs.
but there's nothing on the tv
and if that's what captivated the world
i'd say it doesn take much.
my gut is screaming for something freezing cold.
right now, i'd just wanna shut off everything and go to bed.
but i just woke up,
and sleeping when the house is empty isn't an option
i can't sleep away peace even when i'm awake.
that would be wasting my time
and the nine books i've borrowed are all finished
that's all it took-three days.
only shows how dull everything is.

did i mention i can eat like a garbage truck?
i lose m appetite easily,
i can shove my starvation at the back of my thoughts
but if i had the appetite i could eat.
believe me.

i think i'm in love with the clinkin of ice.
it just sounds so. awesome?
okay so you are probably go
can you get any more weird and random than this?
and i've lived with that since i was young.
i'd love a different perspective of what everybody was saying.
but i think i'm running outta weird ideas.
i love an empty house.
although i use to hate being alone,
i leave my alone feeling for night.
when the darkness doesn make a good friend
because the empty house keeps me in good company
an art guy is on teevee now.
i'm sorry but i simply can't stand his accent
sorta like.
a camel mooing.
okay whatever i'm drunk now.
only it isn chocolates now.
its impulse.
i go crazy everytime i finish a book.
especially this kinda books.
but oh well.

its just me now,
and its gonna bore right through your eyes i'm warning you

"life on fire"

10:58 PM


you are so clueless sometimes.
maybe it was the way i wanted to make up for her.
i wanted one so bad, i'd blame myself.
maybe if i hadn;t murdered her,i wouldn be alive.
but i'd rather be the one someone was mourning for
then the person mourning.
i couldn care less that it might have been a boy.
whats the difference when you're trying to raise someone from the dead.
i don't care if they say it isn because of me.
maybe i'm too wild.maybe i think too much
but that's the way i'll think it and even if you deny it
the words bratty, not reliable, good for nothing lazy
are the only ones that stayed
i hope you're happy now.
i don't care if the world revovled around you
i don't care if i wasn the one they expected
i got chosen and i'm here tryna make sense of it all.
i don't wanna be dumped on this earth if i'm not gonna try anything at all.
i'm gonna try things more than just raw salmon.
it's not like i ever wanted it to happen.
say hello heaven for me then yea?
was that what i was suppose to tell him?
or her whatever.
i wasn even here yet why should it concern me?
maybe someone hit my head real hard
but whatever it was, it's why i think
that no one ever covers up for their mistakes.
and i was the result.
i think it's the best you'll ever get so you'll just hafta live with it.
by the way its not that i don't wanna go
i just don't wanna leave.
forget about all the fairytales.
i can't tell you how happy i was when i let go.
but it wasn't enough was it.
i'm such an idiot for thinking
i had made a difference in whatever happened.
when i'm not sitting around wonderin what to do with myself,
i'm staring at the screen trying to start a conversation,
act normal.
but people? normal?
its an equation that no one can solve
and i won't bother trying.
don't say goodbye.
you don't mean it.



-sorry's not good enough


i hate sad ones. but i'm so sorry, their the only ones that count

"life on fire"

3:05 AM


Wednesday, November 12, 2008
DEAR SANTA

DEAR SANTA
it may seem weird to be writing to you.
but jest and i have a list of wants for christmas.
its not even a list because there's only one item we want, one each.
skateboards.
we want plain ones with sel's and mc's auto on the back.
please please pretty please with a lump of sugar and a ruby red cherry on top?
i'll even add to that chocolate sprinkles if they weren bad for your health.
don't worry my dad was cholesteral problems too so i understand.
just have more self control on the milk and cookies set out for you.
and forgive the children, they are too innocent to know
that you can't have too many sweets and temptin you with milk and cookies does not help at all.
so i do hope you read this.
it's the first time i'm writin and while i'm still high now,
i wonder if you'd leave me your reigndeer for christmas.
never mind that i don't know how to spell the,
i'd take mighty good care of them i will.
take care of your health.
yours faithfully
gloria

"life on fire"

11:21 PM


hey santa, give us two skateboards!
kkh again today.
the neurologist or whatever you call that doctor saw me this time.
this time the nurse knew me enough so she said hi reirei.
i wanted to faint.
i already wanted to sue somebody for filling out my name
on the bintan application form as tan reirei.
even julia had her whole name on the list.
anyway, man the neuro was great fun.
you'd think i'd be bored of the hospital and i thought i'd be too.
but this one was wacky.
after macs it was the usual waiting. then we went in.
i must say he is a jolly chap that probably studied in britain.
which made me even more fascinated.
his accent was cool. sorta like the korean dude...
but no way my favourite is still the sports specialist.she is the sweetest thing ever.
anyway, he used really cool words like jolly, swell
only he couldn find anything wrong with me.
go figure.
so i went to take a blood test.
here's the exciting part.
man my veins were too pecularly small,
the poor horrified nurse inserted the needle into the crook of my arm.
and then pulled it out and inserted it in again
and pulled it out.
and inserted it again.
and i was tryin so hard not to shake while i painfully watched with fascination.
my dad was chucking to himself and looked seriously amused.
but my mom. man my mom just looked like she was the one gettin the blood test done.
she looked kinda pale and i swear she looked like she was gonna faint.
it took like forever just to fit the needle in properly.
and then the blood took forever to floe out.
rich red blood.
i could see stuff in it.
and of course i know the blood's from inside my body,
it was hard to believe.
it took forever to draw enough blood.
anyway, after that i came home.
i feel horrible right now.
i do not want to go for anything tomorrow.
and there is netball.
i', feeling sick right down to the last cell
but i know i can't skip anyhmore, i'll already be skipping two
sigh.
its great fun but sometimes, its just tiring. plus my legs are getting weaker.
i can't even climb three flights of steps
withouht feeling like there wasn someone stabbing my leg.
so i'm in my book. so far in two days i've finished five books.
they are equally depressing.
okay maybe not as bad as the others but still don't make me feel happy.
but then, only joke books do that.
they should seriously have comics in the library i usually go.
i am in dire need of baby blues.


oh yea going back, i'm gonna pos about jest's visit.
it was cool.
after church and lunch, we came back and just did what we do.
make music.
which is what we do.
okay whatever
and then we watched videos.
hanged out hammocks while jest figured out skateboarding
we watched madagascar while dinnering,
took really bimbotic quizzes laughin our heads off at how weird the quizzes were
and talked till we fell asleep.
the next day was about the same. we recorded stuff, watched videos,
laughed at my bad hair...
but anyway it was really fun.but she kept buggin me to go bathe
so i could teach her how to skateboard(???!!)
and i was whining cos seriously, who bathes before doing sports?
but my mom said we could only go down after i bathed.
God knows what she was thinking.
anyway, we went down and jest picked up really quickly.
really. it was wacky wicked awesome.
but we lent some boy the skateboard cos he said he loved to do it.
he;s about ten to our thirteen and fourteen.
i thought maybe he was a pro.
not a chance. the poor dude jumped on the skateboard
and it was like both him and the skateboard were like poles repelling.
he shot out of the skateboard( don't ask me how i have no idea)
and landed backfirst.
i gasped. so did jest.
but she was looking at the poor skateboard that crashed against the wall
and i was lookin at the dude.
i found it hilarious.
next we half-skateboarded to the plaze
and had ice-cream with choc tops.
and made a mess
that was cool
and then we left for her house.
the bus ride was real fun.
jest was the dj and and i was makin weird 'music' to go with whatever was on.
we tried matching to exact same songs on two different players and each had one of
the other's head phones.
met Cally at harbour front with me sitting on the floor of the shopping centre
all conked out.
anyway, after that was dinner
and the same, playing with latte,
watchin barney( that is only for sel and demi nth else)
laughing at all the weird vids on youtube.
after that i got high and started 'dancin'
exagereating moves from another cinderella story and adding some of my own
i looked like the world's biggest laughin stock prancing around
with my baggy pants that looked like they were about to drop.
don't worry they didn.
then at twelve midight we watched a movie!
lights out leg rests out,the devilwears prada on.
it was quite cool.
then we conked out in the attic.
the next day was cally's birthday!
we made a really cool video for her
it was great fun!!!
man it was soooo cool!
we even decided to trade phones for the week!
haha sadly i had to leave for math tuition.
left too early though.
stranded at a fish pond at mel's house eating chicken rice with my hand
feeling pathetic.
but they cam after a while.
tuition was okay
and then mel stayed over.
jest sayed it was our friends over week becasue didi was to go over the next day.
we watched planet earth which was great fun.
but i was so tired we went to bed after a while.
the next mornin we woke up so late,
we had macs for LUNCH.
that was fun.
then it was off to the library where poor melody lunged all the books i wanted to borrow
while i hassled with the toilet paper.
i borrowed tons.
then we went back to read.
after which we went down to skateboard for me rollerblade for her.
I MASTERED GOING DOWN THE WHOLE BIG SLOPE!
i was scared outta my wits though.
but it was thrilling.
i flew!
okay i didn but you get the picture
but it started raining too heavily so we went back up.
had dinner and watched more movies with the projector my dad borrowed.
it was awesome
but mel had to go cos of a cca outtin or something.
anyway after she left,
my dad and i continued watchin the realy really awesome documentary
way into the night...

"life on fire"

10:42 PM


okay this is insane.
i am insane
i am totally outta my mind.
i promise i'll post bout your visit later jest but hold on
i am totally going mad.
i'm helplessly idiotic.
i am so weird
no word even comes near to it.
i'm stuck.
right.
okay maybe that's it
stuck.
no wait that doesn't come close at all.
but whatever
i'm dead.
and i won't even get an R.I.P sign
i won't even get a tombstone.
i am a goner for sure.

"life on fire"

4:26 AM


Saturday, November 8, 2008
netball today.
it was quite cool. then i went to meet hazel for baptism class.
it was awesome. yupyup. thnks for the time hazel!!
it was fun!
and then we i came home.
and slept!! like four hours!no actually five hours!!
ok then i woke up watched so you think you can dance!!
omg it was real wicked awesome! look at the way they danced man!
i swear, i'd break my neck dancing one minute in the dance they do.
they are freaking cool!!
anyway,
she korean drama i followed finished!
i think korean dramas are cute... some of them.
but no offence, korean guy bands...
let's just say i'll so stick to mcfly.
dunno why, just not me.weird.
anyway,
I CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR!!
SAY HELLO TO JESTELLYNN!!
kkays
i'm going for now.

"life on fire"

3:01 AM


Thursday, November 6, 2008
in case i fall and break apart
oh my. okay so i tried getting all the cd's and all the tracks...
sorry for being greedy but it was mcfly's hits you can't blame me.
and it didn't work. stupid computer.
anyway, i've been spending the days talkin to people and watchin mcfly vids
those are like the most awesome things to watch. they are just incredibly hilarious
and amusing.best band if you asked me.
but anyway,
can't wait till sunday...

math is such a bore. it's all numbers, no hidden meaning.
no story behind anything. whatever.
but yesterday was fun.
went out with my mom. for like six to seven solid hours.
four for shoppin at orchard. man that was fun. chomel.chomel.chomel.
it was so fun!!shopping with my mom is alwas fun. we do weird stuff,
and yes, i know i know, she spoils me totally. but it was wicked awesome.
poor dad though, sad dude, mom's not lettin him off so easily on food.
we ate alot anyway, we took an mrt to marina and went to eat
the one and only korean food that totally rocks our socks.
only we were'n wearing socks that day. but i'm telling you, if we were wearing socks,
they would have rocked throughout our meal.
we had saba and beef noodles. and they totally spoiled me,
letting me eat like majority of the food. i was famished though.
shopping is tiring...
anyway it was off to gloria jeans!!
yes GLORIA JEANS has lovely coffee.
and why? well duh, beacause it was my lovely name in it.
okay fine, i shant' be egoistical anymore. anyway, we totally pigged out there again.
only i was too stuffed form the lovely meal, so i hardly ate anything.
just my latte. which costs two dollars.
for a huge cup. its this promotion, two dollars for cap or latte
it was great.
lovely.
i had a great day, thanks mommy for the lovely treat and gift.


today, was kkh day again.
in the morning i watched RACHAEL RAY!!
yea her shows are soooo cool!!! my favourie is still her halloween eps.
it was bloody freaking cool.
yes it was realy bloody.
and.
then it was off to kkh. i'm getting tired of the hospital look.
i dunno. but anyway, its off to the neuros
i dunno what the heck is going on srsly...
i only know i have to keep going back.
almost every week.

tomorrow is doomsday
i'm plannin to finish math tmr.
anw, a few sthings for ss camp i needa do so
yupyup

--no one near

"life on fire"

2:46 AM


Monday, November 3, 2008
we didn't go to the zoo...
my dad's sad. HAHA. i couldn wake up...
i'm real bored now though. there's nothing nice on the tv...
my mom wanted me to go to jest's today.
but i didn bother to even ask. i was too lazy to go...
besides it takes like one and a half hour to get there...
spend most my day listenin to mcfly. dont' knoe why.
anyway, i tried downloadin too close for comfort...all i got was a weird live version.
sad... so CD shop! here i come!!

i have to go out tomorrow. for math tuition.
i can't even begin to tell you how awkward the whole thing is.
anyway, tried to not fall asleep doing my math hw. i failed.

anyway,
that's alli guess.
so now we all know that my life is confirmed a bore.
i have a sudden craving for ice pops.
okok nevermind.
xdxd


I never meant the things I said
To make you cry
Can I say I'm sorry
It's hard to forget
And yes I regret
All these mistakes
I don't know why you're leaving Me
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes
I watch as you cry
But it's getting late
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know

"life on fire"

1:56 AM


Sunday, November 2, 2008
i'll miss you so bad
today was sad... jest couldn come in the end
her dad wasn in town... anyway, it was fun though. church is always interesting..
and we had lunch with some friends. that was quite cool. fun topics
and nicole told me she went to her friend's house warmin or something like that
an the toilet's door was totally made of guess what. glass.
i sweared. man, i'd never wanna go there to stay over. urgh.
poor things...
anyway, i made sculptures with my rice that tasted pretty good...
anyway, man that dude's sure gone taller.
come on girl, grow!GROW! but if it comes with pain then maybe not.
oh well.
then it was over to ballet. my leg hurt
i pulled my muscle while rollerbladin(??!)
you're probably wonderin like how the hell did that happen?
well it's gloria people, she can hurt herself doin ANYTHING
seriously.
okay so maybe i'm too careless...but anyway
then i came home.
but it was pouring wheezers.
no kiddin. my jeans were SOAKED.
not to mention my flats...
but i made it home in the end.... soaked...
then it was wizards again for me.... this is time it was illegal.
but hey, my brother saw and he didn say anything.
anyway,
i think i'll hafta mourn for my fifteenth birthday.
he's going.
maybe i'm over emotional.
but i'll miss him
loads.

but oh well.
tomorrow....
i wanna go to the zoo.
i wanna go with my dad
he is the best person to go to the zoo with
maybe even better than my closest friend
okay maybe it would be perfect if my closest friend AND my dad went
but my friend won't be available tomorrow...
and so. oh well
my dad is sooo funny.
it's so retarded....but haha

oh well.
NATIONAL TREASURE.
THE BEST SHOW
okok anyway
fly...

"life on fire"

3:39 AM


Saturday, November 1, 2008
orange peels and halloween
i had a weird halloween yesterday
seriously... firstly it got in my head that i'd wanna dress as wizards with jest
thanks to wowp but halloween came too quickly we didn manage...
but i didn go over to nicole's to blade
went to buy instant noodles. it was awesome
we went to her house to get pipin hot water
then went down... ate at the playground.
some chics havin some halloween party with this piniata( is that correct?)
there was a bunny and a witch i think
anyway, the piniata was full of orangs??!!
maybe they were tryina celebrate new year at the same time or smth
anyway, so we ate. and i realized my chopsticks were dirty
so me and nicole shared one fork.
she took a bite, passed me the fork and etc...
man it was the weirdest way i've ever eaten
then later the dudes came
and then to cut the story short,
i had orange juice all over me
thanks to the oranges left behind by the dudettes
man, i was like soo sticky...
but oh well.

we had youth today.
yea, then it was the usual dinner with yining, rene they all
only dianne and dianna left early
so it was just four of us left.
anw, yea i'd better a be goin now.

"life on fire"

6:19 AM


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