So many things on my mind
So much to say
So little time
The holidays passed
Right before my eyes
I'm not ready to go back
I'm not ready to fight
I hate his job
Hate being alone
Cos when it's dark
It gets cold as stone
Right now i'm stuck doing some essay
I'm stuck with all those unreachables swimming in my head
I really don't know what to say
Will H1 N1 come and leave me for dead?
I wanna be quarantined so i don't have to face school
But i don't want anyone sick so what do i do
I don't wanna hand in my homework tomorrow
So im just sitting here letting blogger drown my sorrows
Someone else went to heaven I was told
I guess life really can't be bought or sold
I'd pay millions to keep them alive
But i guess God has his plans, in his own time.
Right now when i'm pouring everything out
I'm alone at home trying not to frown
The house is quiet without a single sound
But i can hear silence all around
It's a cold sound
It rings in your ears
It stays hidden
Even after many years
I'm afraid two years from now
I'll forget how to laugh,
I'm afraid what i have now
Won't be enough
My laughter can't keep them alive
And even my laughter won't always survive
I might soon find my laughter has no use
I might lose it all, like a burnt out fuse
But then i know you'll come
Your love'll tide me over
Cos i know your love
Endures forever.
-gloria.
"life on fire"
5:21 AM
I wanna be here, there, somewhere in between
oh right. i really wanna post bout church camp and the awana trip
but i'm lazy....
so...
www.the-juliette.blogspot.com.
xd!
haha. sorry, when i'm not so lazy i'll post my version.
i would post some pictures too.
but you guessed it.
i'm plain lazy....
and admitting it
is the first step to recovery
so soon,
i'm gonna recover!!!
yay me...
tuds to london...
as in london tipton....
haha.
from the suite life
hilaious shows...
kkay
i'm good.
i'm done.
i'm outta here.
oh wait i wanna share an awesome song from demi.!!
Gift Of A Friend (Demi Lovato)Sometimes You think You'll Be Find by YourselfCause a Dream is a Wish You Make all aloneIts Easy to Feel Like You Dont Need HelpBut Its Harder To Walk On Your OwnYou'll ChangeInsideWhen YouRealizeThe World Comes To Lifeand Everythings AlrightFrom Beginning To EndWhen You Have a FriendBy Your SideThat Helps You To FindThe Beauty Of AllWhen You'll Open Your Heart andBelieve inThe Gift of a FriendSomeone Who knows When Your Lost and Your ScaredThere through The Highs and The LowsSomeone You Can Count On, Someone Who Cares Besides You Where Ever You GoYou'll Change Inside When YouRealizeThe World Comes To Lifeand Everythings AlrightFrom Beginning To EndWhen You Have a FriendBy Your SideThat Helps You To FindThe Beauty Of AllWhen You'll Open Your Heart andBelieve inThe Gift of a FriendAnd When The Hope Crashes DownShattering To The GroundYou'll, You'll Feel All AloneWhen You Dont Know Which Way To GoAnd There's No Such Leading You OnYou're Not AloneThe World Comes To Lifeand Everythings AlrightFrom Beginning To EndWhen You Have a FriendBy Your SideThat Helps You To FindThe Beauty Of All When You'll Open Your Heart and Believe InWhen You Believe InYou Can Believe InTh gift of a friend.prettttty right?
"life on fire"
5:36 AM
now what?
Alright.....
i'm back....
i'm not in black
and i'm not delusional
i just did something my mom told me not to do...
i just set the shampoo on the floor.
believe me i've a very good reason...
the reason is...
oh well, here goes.
the soap is on the floor
and the conditioner is on the floor
the face toner is on the floor
the shampoo was getting lonely as it was not on the floor.
i couldn't stand to see it sad
it's very good shampoo...
i'd like to say at this point,
that the shampoo gives you lucious curls...
but since i don't have curly hair
i'll just say it's good shampoo and stop at there.
well of course i shall fail to mention
that if i hadn't placed the soap, conditioner, face wash and toner on the floor
then the shampoo wouldn be lonely
but if i didn't,
then i wouldn be telling you all this
and then you'll miss out....
i am so thoughtful!xd
i feel like changing the blogskinbut i don't know what to change it to.
anyone help?
please?
i'll give you a candy?
i just babysitted two sisters
and their two year old brother
incredibluy cute.
cept he refused to wear any clothes
they are so adorable
i LOVE KIDS!!!
they are tons amusin!
they even drew pictures for me!!!
so awesome!
they are so fun...
oh well...
kay i'm gonna photoshop
have fun!
doing whatever you have to do!!
-salt&pepper
"life on fire"
8:30 AM
i've been waiting for you to callcan you hear my heart beatingcos i can't feel nothing at all.lovely time todayNATM2 is WICKED AWESOME!!and the cupids are the jobros!!
haha!
then maycia anc i spent like one and a half hours and lots of drinks
tryna finish some spicy noodle thing,
it was hilarious.
the jest called
jamie lost her tablet
and then "oh! jamie found it alr"
haha then we met with her and mel
and then to the movie.
here is the fun part
in the middle of the movie
the show suddenly blanked and then
"you get the best of both worlds!
chill it out take it slow then you rock out the show!
you get the best of both worlds!"
and then we were like
?!HUH?!well, it was okay for us
but imagine the people watching Hannah Montana
they'd be like
"You get the best..."
then this big dinosaur bone thingamajig comes.
i say, they'd be frightened outta their wits
"where's hannah montana? did she turn into a dino?
where is she? i want hannah montana!!!!"
oops for that...
haha oh well
made the movie more interesting...
they had HM posters all over ps
like big ones
and i mean
REALLY BIG POSTERS
REALLY DUGGONED BIGyou won't belive how big it is....
and she was on the floor too a rather weird way of advertising herself...
or maybe some people don't like her
so they put it on the floor so ppl step on her...
"winks to jest" sad...
oh well, i think miley's acting is awesome though.
despite everything,
at dinner we were stuffed full.
mel bought ice and she flicked it a me
so i tried flicking it back
but in the end i hit some stranger sitting beside her....
oh oops...
I'M REALLY SORRY! I DIDN'T MEAN IT!
"HEY LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE, MAYBE I THOUGHT YOU WERE TOO HOTT!":)xdoh well...
gratefully, the person wasn angry... a little surprised is all.
kkay i gtg
talk more another time.
-anotherside.
"life on fire"
7:54 AM
alright,
i haven't posted for a nuggin long time...
a rreeaaalllyyyy nuggin long time.
i'm sorry
oh well.
but but doesn't that show that i've been a very
OBEDIENT KID?leave out the part where i spend my time watching comedies
then uh huh, you can say that about me
i'm sorry but each time i start blogging
someone goes
hey! the new episode is out!
and i'll be like
"WOAH! CHECK IT OUT! check it out check it out check it out
then yea...
oh well.
so now's the holidays
so far nothing much going on...
i managed to find a swim suit though...
no easy task...
but oh well.
can't wait for church camp this saturday!
i love the car rides!
they are
WOAH.
haha
well, for me anyway
not so much for my family who have to put up with
my howling...
i'm sorry but i can't listen to songs without singing
it's like being able to walk but not walking.
eeeeee......
i'm sorry wrong expression
eeeeee!!!!!!
haha.
anyway i had ballet today
then the teacher was teaching me the last part of the dance
it was okay till the last part
then it was just one whol mess of
HUH?
can't wait for tomorrow.
gonna go with mel, maycia and jest for a movie...
i think...
i think it's tomorrrow,
well if i go tmr and they're not there
then i'll know for sure it's not tomorrow..
so wish me luck.
thenthen....
nothing much happen lo...
cept for maycia and i sitting at the only seats left at mos today for lunch.
that place was duggoned crowded
so we had to sit and the seats facing the outside where you watch people past...
so i was like covering me food and going "is mine. don't take."
then maycia was laughin so hard...
and then the butterfly prawns were so fattening.
but i think i cut my tongue...
it hurts and i sound funny when i talk.
anyway.
then we headed to popular.
and then i'd tell you that i was very disciplined and didn't get anything...
BUT THE PEN IN MY PENCIL CASE IS SPOILED!!
"note how i fail to mention that i never did like that pen anyway and that i still have others"
anyway
we picked up some other stuff for like the holidays
so we had stuff to do
but sqiurlies are like costly...
and the colors weren so bright anyway
i bet they added milk instead of solid paint
that's why the colors are so milky
and then they still sell it for woah....
sigh...
my dad is watching some irish dance right now.
those people are
WICKED BONZA WOAH AWESOME
NO KIDDING.
its like their legs are like
non stop moving.
wo-ah!
if you could see my face
its a mixture of awe and thirst.
i am thirsty....
anyway,
i'll post more later yea?
right now, i'm gonna go watch
haha
-checkerboards.
"life on fire"
2:51 AM
unsure