So many things on my mind
So much to say
So little time

The holidays passed
Right before my eyes
I'm not ready to go back
I'm not ready to fight

I hate his job
Hate being alone
Cos when it's dark
It gets cold as stone

Right now i'm stuck doing some essay
I'm stuck with all those unreachables swimming in my head
I really don't know what to say
Will H1 N1 come and leave me for dead?

I wanna be quarantined so i don't have to face school
But i don't want anyone sick so what do i do
I don't wanna hand in my homework tomorrow
So im just sitting here letting blogger drown my sorrows

Someone else went to heaven I was told
I guess life really can't be bought or sold
I'd pay millions to keep them alive
But i guess God has his plans, in his own time.

Right now when i'm pouring everything out
I'm alone at home trying not to frown
The house is quiet without a single sound
But i can hear silence all around

It's a cold sound
It rings in your ears
It stays hidden
Even after many years

I'm afraid two years from now
I'll forget how to laugh,
I'm afraid what i have now
Won't be enough

My laughter can't keep them alive
And even my laughter won't always survive
I might soon find my laughter has no use
I might lose it all, like a burnt out fuse

But then i know you'll come
Your love'll tide me over
Cos i know your love
Endures forever.

-gloria.