kkays.
today was study day.
okay i'll correct that.
today was SUPPOSE to be study day...
but well you know what happens...
in defence of myself
i did study.
just not as long as i should have.

see what happened was that
this morning my mom went out to orchard to pick up something for my dad.
she asked me to go along.
of course, being a disciplined(or at least attempting to be and failing quite miserably) student,
i said no.
so i studied.
i don't know how long
but to me,
it seemed real long...
then my mom called
asking me if i could meet her
cos she needed to pick a present for someone
but well
if you know my mom,
she takes realy long to decide on buyin stuff....
i mean reeeaaalll long....
so i decided
why not?
i've already studied.
plus we could always come back straight away.

but then my brother called
requesting us to stay out all day.
he wanted the house to himself.
so my mom was like.
okay...
she's pretty relaxed over my studies.
but only up to a certain extent.
haha.
man, time flied past sooo quickly
by the time we were done it was time for dinner.
haha.
oops!
anyway,
i got a massager for my dad for his birthday
kinda early if you ask me.
since his birthday is in august( he should totally pay me for advertising for him)
anyway,
haha,
i was carrying the massager
and the thin straps cut of my blood circulation
i began thinking
"how can a massager cause so much pain and aches?"
isn't it pointless to buy one then?
well then of course i told myself not to be so stupid..
see gloria, technically(i don't know if i have to use this word but it sounds cool so..here goes!)
this is not the massager thats torturin you but the thin straps...
okay anyway,
i as debating with myself
and then we went to eat dinner,




okay




these few days.
i seriously begin to ask lot's of questions.
why is everyone going?

and why am i left behind?
how does God decide who goes?

must be painful for him...


but i can't help wondering.
doesn't he know its tons for us too?
but then you look at the night sky,
and you begin to think.
God knows it all.
and he knows whats best for us.
thats when you get comforted

anyway,
this is for a friend.
i love this song.




credits to rnjaani.
thnks.

-when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that i was carrying you.