i can't find a way to start.
i always thought it as easy
till now.
she left before i could say goodbye.
and i find my eyes slowly filling with tears.
because it's never easy.
they said God took her home.
but why is it still so hard.
and they must be suffering.
it hurts.
not because i know she is gone
because i know she is in heaven
but because it means she's not here anymore.


-symetrical.