okay i['m not sure why i'm posting...
i have nothing much to say anyway...

now for whatever peculiar reason,
i suddenly feel the urge to just lie on my bed and scream.
don't get me wrong.
i'm not upset or anything.
i just feel like screaming...
anyway wanna accompany me to a mountain to scream?
okay that sounds so drama...
oh well, i'll just scream on my own.
when no ones at home.
screaming my lungs out at home is hazardous to my health...
compliments to my dear brother...


anyway, thanks to jest's 'hello sweetie, selena'
my mom started giving me a 'police interview'
thanks alot.
haha.
anyway, i just found out a beanie is the perfect thing to cover a bad hair day.
have you seen my hair on bad hair days?
well if you haven't ask jest.
i swear she laughs every single time.
oh well.
i can't wait for mind your language to come out!!
i think its just hilarious!
haha. the lines are awesome!

well don't look at me,
i'm not the one who went screaming bonzas out the window.
oh well,
have you seen the size of a giagantic candy cane?
i swear,
even for people like..... me?
i would never be able to finish it without getting awful sick!
i don't know why i'm being so random now...
but i don't have much to do.

okay i'll admit,
i have lots to do...
since my holiday homework is far from being completed.
i feel like this bummer ass sitting in front of the teevee
when i havent completed much.
but seriously,
who does homework in dec hols?
okay maybe people who aren such lazy bums as me.
but oh well.
haha.
anyway,

ohoh have you tried unpolished rice before?
nasty things.
stick to the roof of your throat.
my mom says i'm just plain spoiled
but seriously,
who doesn agree that white rice is better?
and they say white is a pure color.
isn that why brides wear white?
i told my dad,
if i ever picked a wedding dress,
it'll be black.
he said don't speak so soon.
well what he doesn know,
is that my friend wanted a green wedding dress.
talk about saving the environment.
oh well.

there was carolling practice in church today.
i can't wait for the real thing!
it's so wicked bonza!
and man, the blending people laugh.
okay so maybe i'm just glad they're singing gloria,
but i wanted frosty the snowman.
talk about weird but frosty happens to be realllll jolly.


have you ever started a conversation
even though you knew for sure you'd regret it?
i mean one where you know all you'll get is the 'what is the freak talking about again'?
it's just so weird but its like playing with fire.
you know you'll get hurt.
but you start it anyway for the thrill.
fire.
dangerous. but then yet again.
who cares?
the first sparks just make you go,
omg its starting!!
and then you just move your face right up to it,
not caring that the heat could kill you.
cos everyone knows,that there is that one in a million chance
you get.where you are able to feel truly alive- like maybe
even though there's no proper reason,
you feel just plain happy.
and when it does come,who gives a damn about what happens?
you just jump in headfirst,with no regrets.

she didn have to jump.
she knew it was up to her.
she could've just walked away.
but close your eyes,
and you might realize,
what you're doing.
is no different.


haha. i'm feeling so peachy right now!
yea!
cos.
i don't know why.
but
I'M FEELING PEACHY!!
now all i need is candy.
haha.
okay nevermind i'm feeling fat already!
stuffing my face with candy isn gonna help.
alright.
i think i'm gonna go now.
leaving you with this to think about:

are cows white with black spots or black with white spots?
yea everyone's always talking about zebras, they forget all about te cows,
oh well.
there you go.


-peachyxdxdxdxd