i just finished a book.
impulse.
sucks the blood right off me.
what a book.and yet i was pulled to read on
right till the end.
a friend recommended it.
the first time i read it i fell asleep.
thought i was through with it
but no, i just had to pick it up again
friend's advice, it was good.
who am i kidding, the book was awesome
but now, i just wish i'd never gone to the library.
i can't figure out why though. it's so weird.
because i know i wanna read it again.
i wouldn stop for nothing
and yet, stopping where i first left it
might've saved me the trouble from all this.
only goes to show, gut instinct
an unreliable thing.
i don't even know if such a thing really exists anyway.



i'm sick today.
barely being able to feel my legs.
but there's nothing on the tv
and if that's what captivated the world
i'd say it doesn take much.
my gut is screaming for something freezing cold.
right now, i'd just wanna shut off everything and go to bed.
but i just woke up,
and sleeping when the house is empty isn't an option
i can't sleep away peace even when i'm awake.
that would be wasting my time
and the nine books i've borrowed are all finished
that's all it took-three days.
only shows how dull everything is.

did i mention i can eat like a garbage truck?
i lose m appetite easily,
i can shove my starvation at the back of my thoughts
but if i had the appetite i could eat.
believe me.

i think i'm in love with the clinkin of ice.
it just sounds so. awesome?
okay so you are probably go
can you get any more weird and random than this?
and i've lived with that since i was young.
i'd love a different perspective of what everybody was saying.
but i think i'm running outta weird ideas.
i love an empty house.
although i use to hate being alone,
i leave my alone feeling for night.
when the darkness doesn make a good friend
because the empty house keeps me in good company
an art guy is on teevee now.
i'm sorry but i simply can't stand his accent
sorta like.
a camel mooing.
okay whatever i'm drunk now.
only it isn chocolates now.
its impulse.
i go crazy everytime i finish a book.
especially this kinda books.
but oh well.

its just me now,
and its gonna bore right through your eyes i'm warning you