haha sorry this is weird but i suddenly remember.haha
ytd, we went to jestellynn's house!
and i had fun!!
but i really ate loads there
HAHA
it was smashing...
no kidding...
it was just awesome.
latte's the best
though he can be freaky too..
and we were goofing around..
haha with hats...
my cap was too darn big...
so my head looked even smaller than it alr is...
jest looked like jest
and cindy was funny with her hyper-ness
man we looked like a bunch of idiots...
haha
we did more romeo and juliette stuff..
like
romeo romeo,i adore thy skin of porceline and thy eyes filled with haze
i feel so safe in thy's embrace
juliette juliette i smell something foul
could it be thy's char siew pao?
romeo romeo be a man
or i'll drive you over with my van
juliette juliette i am utterly disappointed in thee
go bang thy head upon that big big tree
romeo romeo i love thee so
i love thee from thy's head to toe
juliette juliette thy eyes i admire
they shine so big and blue like a glistering sapphire
romeo romeo thou says the sweetest things
comenow, to thee a love song i shall sing
juliette juliette get a life please
when thou singest, even the monkeys would tease
romeo oh romeo don't be mean
come let's play castle you'll be the king and i'll be the queen
juliette oh juliette thy attitude has yet to change
why doth thou thinketh so strange?
romeo romeo you don't understand any girl
i love to dance i love to swirl
i love to live in my own world
... and so on and so forth
it was crazily merry and fun
it was DELICIOUSLY AWESOME
thats the only way to describe it!!:)
but it was freaking fun...
we talked alot...
cally joined us a little later
of course we studied.
we did study...
after all, that's why we went there
to study...
oh well
but as you know our plans don't always work out.
but we studied alot
okok we studied majority of the time with a little bit of fun
ok so maybe we played more than we intended to..
but hell, it was smashin.
i dunno why, it just was.
i feel so sorry for her
i feel so connected even though we've never met.
and and today, cindy ate wasabi fries...
i freaked.
haha.
anyway, i'm so bored nowadays
haha
i have monophobia
haha
too bad for me eh?
haha
i keep playing the piano
but all i play is one song
and i get bored
but if i actually wanted to have brilliant awesome fun
i know someone who would be swearing at me non-stop till the ends of the earth
haha
but oh well
another thing i wondered.
can you really love someone so much that you woudn't be bothered about your own life
just to save the person you love?
could you really love someone so much
that nothing matteres so long as your loved one was safe?
is it possible to even understand love?
why did he die for people he didn't even know?
why did he suffer so much
when it made no difference
okay so maybe it made sense if you were reffering to great people
like moses or something
but
what about me?
i'm just some normal person
who probably never understand how deep his love was
and yet when you think about it
maybe that's why they call it love
maybe love is a measure word for something that can't be measured
maybe love is the only word that can describe the undescribable
like there is no true definition for love
because love itslef holds everything
maybe love is the only thing that can keep you smiling
even when you face the biggest challenges in your life
maybe love is what everybody lives for
maybe that's what keeps people alive subconsciously
but it's such a big thing, its so hard to explain
so the only way you'd ever find out
is to experience the biggest love of all
and you'll know how you can keep on living
even when you feel like you've lost the fight
love spures you on.
"life on fire"
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