ello!
haha. today is friday. today is also MRI day.
today is also the day i skipped school! HAHAHA!!!
MRI was the coolest. and the hospital clothes were soo comfy, i really wanted to buy one.
my dad wanted to too but my mom was so anxious she wasn't fun anymore.hmph
oh well. so i changed into this pink gown and robe and they sent me in.
they strapped me down to this humongousiouscous(is that how you spell it'?)
then they gave me earplugs that didn fit.and a headphone with the radio blarin.
i wanted to tell them to turn it down but boy i'm glad they didn.
they just kept reminding me not to move that for a moment i wondered if i was actually allowed to breathe.
then they pushed me into this big intimidating tunnel and reminded me again to keep still
and then the music continued blaring.
but like i said i was extremely glad it was that loud.
because the magnet machine was even louder.
i was like what the hell, i can't hear the music.
i swear it was like my ears were being blown off. the machine was bloody loud.
it took a while but i think i kinda got used to it.
i tried to stifle my giggle when i saw the funny stickers pasted onto the machine.
haha. it was weird. felt giddy but definitely i don't think i'm not claustrophibic( wait i dun think the spelling's right)
they gave me a bell to press in case anything wrong happened. i almost pressed it when the noise started. i was so startled, i almost pressed the beeper. almost. the noise was horrible.
but it was really quite fun lying there.
i dunno how long i was there.
but finally they pulled me out. and despite the noise it was super thrilling.the blanket they wrapped was really comfy too and extremel warm.
it ws just wicked awesome
it was tons colder than the waitin room so of course i needed such a thick blanket.
I LOVED THE CLOTHES!!!
they are the most comfy stuff i've ever worn.
and i was sad to have to take them off.pity.
lala. if only we wore like nicer pattered versions of them as school uniforms.
haha.
yup so i definitely had lotsa fun, left my worrying to God and apprently my mom.
i did not think about the results or the fact that i might have to stop sports.
cause that would just have to spoil all the fun.
although at the back of my mind it keeps bugging me.
although i do try to block it out.

then i came back and slept from like eleven to three forty, ate lunh,
finished up piano theory and then i went for piano, bought chocs and stuff and came home.
i'm going to badminton already. i just wanna keep my smile up.
like they say, even if you're not feeling good,
just keep smiling, you never know how your frown affects other people,
and they didn offend you so just smile. i am contended though.
not many fourteen year olds get the chance to go into a giagantic magnet that makes noises louder than anyone has probably heard.
haha.

oh well, i gotta gp.
but i'll be back.
so keep those smiles up:)
xdxd peachy keens