okay its not like i wanted anything to happen in the first place...
sometimes i hate living life when you're not sure where you're going...
trust me, i easily get disorientated...
its so sucky...
and the holidays are almost over
i can bet the teachers are gonna drill us till we're dead
gosh i'm sorry but i'm always feel demoralised on the last day of the holiday.
there's netball tmr and i can bet i'm not gonna perform well.
my leg hurts like xiao..
good think there was panadol or you would see me bawling my eyes out
i can't believe it...
i mean every once to twice a month i get this crazy leg cramps so bad
i feel pathetic.
and why today of all days.
i think i wasn concentrating well enough...
stupid blackouts..
okay enough of my saying stuff nobody really understands.
i'm sorry but sometimes i realize nobody gets what i'm saying
maybe its my unclear phrasing...
oh well
thnks mel i like typin in the middle now too.
and guess whats on tonight
king kong...
seriously of all shows...
and i just watched it...
i wanna watch something cool...
like taxi..
i dunno something that will make me laugh...
i need a laugh so bad..
i seriously am in dire need of candy.
i'm desperate for candy.
i just drank coffee...
didn help much...
considerin it tasted werid..
i dunked the whole thing in the sink and felt disgusted at myself again...
oh bother i got the feeling my back to school blues are gettin from bad to worse...
i'm sorry i'm usually not that moody...
its just that...
sigh...
youtube's not helping either...at all...
i've finished wowp...
why can't they hurry show the other season or smth
okay i think thats enough sulkin for the day...
bye ppl. off to eat dinner,
i'll show the world
i can eat ALOT
no kiddin... sometimes my mom stares at me horrified and asks me why i keep eatin
she says its okay cos i excercise tons now...
ha.
wait till i stop excersisin...
i'm gonna die trying...
"life on fire"
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