ello...
ok so i screwed big time...
my mind blurred...felt damn bad cos i was suppose help rachel...
and she's sick...den i went to screw it all...
guess it shows that we aren't perfect.
and that when you do this kinda thing, do it for God,
cos he who would understand and appreciate your effort even if you crapped out..
i guess so...

so then when you do it, you don't do it for men, neither do you do it for
your benefit, cos nobody's perfect and if we spen our whole life tryin to please people like that,
we'd be dead beat.
i'm glad that i screwed now i guess.
not cos i really wanted to screw.
but now, i've learned something important...

important...yea...
gossh i'm good at comfortin myself eh?
haha jokin lo..
okok gtg! bye!