i'm half dying away here...
i don't get what's with the tests and all.. i feel like not carin...i don't mind not studyin and failin.
i don't mind. but i can't.having my one is enough. and it makes me wanna scream but i'll do my best.. one is enough. they dunnid two the same.although i would rather be
the one that didn study...
it's not for me to decide.i just take whatever role there is left.
so don't say i lead a borin life. it's not for you to decide. if i wanted, my life won't be full of this.
no use frettin over something i can't change. but sometimes, i just don't like what i have to do..

i've never wondered though why its like that, till now.
and i still can't figure out why. but since it's this way, i'll just deal with it.
i can'thelp wondering now though. what if it was the other way around?
would i be happier? or not happy at all?
i like my life... i'm just wondering. and there can't be possibly anything wrong with that right?
i mean just believin, just livin life without knowin why. can you honestly tell me that's enough?

anw, today was quite cool.
when lunch with rents...with some korean-americans...which was way cool...
they had a son and a daughter. and although i can't really rmb how my brother and i were like when we were that young, i have to say i can feel the resemblance...
and i feel happy cos i'm reminded of my care-free days...
and boy, that five and a half year old dude, his badminton is so awesome for his age..
i predict he'll be real good at badminton... like my bro.. but he gave it up...
their house was nice.i watched part of the sound of music.and i again i remember the time i was like six, i would watch that movie over and over again..

i'm eatin dinner now.
i'm sorry ab, i dun feel like replyin any message. just dun judge your self worth based on whether your cuz wants to crack her arch bone on pointe... its just not worth it.. besides, if she's soo rich, she should just go to america to study or something and leave you alone...
sometimes i really can't help thinking if that dudette irons her bedsheets and toilet paper and everythin down to the last mm...

anw, okok i gtg wash stuff i used for agar agar...
which by now is a success!!

bye!