i always wondered, how somebody could feel if it happened to them.
sure i know they felt terrible,
so i wished i would understand how they felt. having maybe then
but now, its happening to me....and i can't imagine how anybody could live with it.
which makes me wanna point out... be careful what you wish for.
in a place like this there is no space for mistakes.
but i haven't got the chance to climb at all.. this decision could change my life.
the more i think about it, the more the _____ sound good. not that my current one doesn.
but i must be quiet about it first i guess... or i'm just chopped dead...
i mean, as i said, i'm not goin upwards. i thought i was over that when i reached seven...
gosh, anw, it has to be this tough huh?

and my website is screwed and i can't get anybody to help with it...
i'm dead. pronounced dead... rest in peace...

anyway, to lighten up abit, school is gettin tirin. stupid exams.
but i'm havin fun sleepin...can't wait till the holidays...
joycelyn abi and maycia however, are gettin into the mood... apparently its workin for me too..
wowwowwet...cool. i just wish we could go now...
and we haven't celebrated poptarts.and i dun think we ever will.
for one thing, that was dated so way back.


thnks mel, it really helped talkin to you...
xdxd....
gosh...
i'm sleepy...
but i'm still makin agar agar. pathetic if you ask me. sleeeppppppyyy.......
so cool..

yesterday's show was super cool though.!!
as in superb!!!
okok nevermind.
i'm happy now... i just hope i don't leave anythin behind tmr..
or i'd be dead

gosh
my pooooor website. i'm havin severe prob with it...
sad case.

anw, i gtg now, pizzazz!!
xd